Elizabeth

Stolen! Hhaha Update on MY Life

2005-04-26T03:43:19Z

Let's get to know you

*who are you? Elizabeth "E"
*where are you at? Computer
*how old are you? 22
*your height? 5'6"
*your education level? Some College Stopped Going
*label yourself in a couple words: Laughaholic, Sensitive, Emotion, Lover, CRAZY
*do you have siblings? My one Sister Sabrina and my two adopted Siblings Roy and Stacy
*do you live at home? Nope
*is your mom a fat bitch? Annoying
*does she know it? Nope
*is she happy that she knows it clap her hands? WHAT WHO CARES
*what do your parents do for a living? Stuff That is none of your business
*your family have $$$?Yeah I would say so
*are you religious? I converted to be Jewish HAHAH
*what color are your eyes? brown
*what color is your hair? Redish Brown

A little less personal...
*What do you drive? Mustang 05
*Do you like it? Ohh hell yeah
*What would you rather drive? The General Lee (Yeah Tommy You heard me)
*Do you own a bicycle? Yeah Long time ago
*Moped? No
*Helicopter? No
*Roflcopter? No
*Do you play any instruments? Guitar, Violin, and Drums and some Piano
*Do you eat carbs? Ohh Yeah
*What are you wearing? Black Pajama pants. Low cut blue Shirt and a thong
*Do you call people bro or sis? Umm no
*Do you have a bf/gf? Single
*Are you in looove? Ohh yeah With a Married Man (Big Surprise there Right?)
*Are they? Yeah with his wife Hahah
*How many really really super tight close friends do you have? None actually
*Do you spend money like whoa? Umm Yeah
*What do you buy? All kind of shit that I really don't need
*Have you ever stuffed your bra/sock in the pants? No Can't say that I have
*Do you have pets? 4 Cats (Oilver, Mama, Bo Duke and Ari) and 1 Horse OnlyTimeWillTell (AQHA) "Misty"
*Do you cook and eat your pets? OHH HELL NO!
*Ever toured Michael Jackson's ranch? Couple of Times Hahah NO@!
*What do you think of Police? Rosco P CoalTrain Cool Police officer!
*What do you think of Black Police?
*What do you think of Black Poice Rocking Out on Banjos?WHAT?

Music shit and stuff
*Would you describe yourself as a "music person?" Ohh yeah
*What are you listening to right this second? Nothing Watching Dukes Of Hazzard
*If you had to pick a single genre to listen to for the rest of your life? COUNTRY!
*Your absolute #1 favorite band? Humm Country doesn't have Bands
*Your absolute #1 favorite solo artist? Andy Griggs
*What are 5 must-have albums in your opinion?
1. Freedom Andy Griggs
2. You Won't Ever Be Lonely Andy Griggs
3. This I Gotta See Andy Griggs
4. Load- Metallica
5. Reload- Metallica
*Radio: Love it? Hate it? LOVE IT! Love You Tommy Lee Walker Hahha
*Does you pirate music online? Nahh too busy
*Should Gwen Stefani put on some weight and get a boob job? I don't care
*Which artist hypes you up when you need energy? Andy Griggs
*Which artist puts you to bed when you're sleepy? Andy Griggs
*What do you listen to in the car? Everyhting
*What do you dance to? Hahaha
*Who's your favorite guitarist?
*Who's your favorite bassist?
*Who's your favorite drummer? Sorry I know everyone hates him but it's definately Lars Ulrich
*Who's your favorite vocalist?
*Create your own allstar band, doesn't have to be your above picks:
*Do you go to live shows often? I used to I don't anymore
*One song you NEVER want to hear again. Ever: Thats tuff

Stolen from Jaclyn

2005-01-01T20:30:24Z

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
I've become more outgoing and more alive and out there like never before

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any last year

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My adopted Sister Stacy gave birth to Luke in June

4. Did anyone close to you die?
I lost my horse and cat in March

5. What countries did you visit?
None!

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Go out and do more things. Meet me a new man

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
March 1st 2004- When I had to put my horse down. I very hard and difficult decision

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Meeting new people I would have never met before

9. What was your biggest failure?
Humm Making bad Money decisons

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I had Lyme Disease in Aug and have back issues

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A gym membership!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Hahah Not gonna go there

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Umm Gregg and Lenny My Ex's. They suck as people

14. Where did most of your money go?
My horses $10,000 vet bill for the horse who had to be put down

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Nothin really that I can remember

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?

Whiskey Lullaby- Brad Paisly
LOng Black Train- Josh Turner
Etc.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? ABout the same

ii. thinner or fatter? A little Thinner
iii. richer or poorer? Poorier

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Ride my horses

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Spend money

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent Xmas with my family

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Yes and was burned as usual

23. How many one-night stands?
Lots!

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Entourage

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not really

26. What was the best book you read?
Didn't really read all that much

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Nothing

28. What did you want and get?
Can't think of anything

29. What did you want and not get?
A new Car

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Too many to list

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
21 and I got drunk

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Having more money

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?

A little more risky

34. What kept you sane?
Not letting things get me down when they were bad

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
That Bush got re-elected! Blah

37. Who did you miss?

38. Who was the best new person you met?
I met the WRWD crew at the end of the year. Love them!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Don't let things get you down, some people have it a lot worse than you

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

How Sad is My life?

2004-11-15T00:25:54Z

I've been traded in by my boyfriend for a younger model and I wish my grandmother would die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is all

Stole from Iliana Sorry!

2004-06-03T03:31:29Z

STOP _____
-they call me: Elizabeth
-also: Liz (All the Sexy Reps that come into our store call me that Hahah) Beth, E,
-sex: female
-my first breath of air: March 20, 1983
-status: Seeing someone
-occupation: Manager of Tack Store-
nationality: German

_______REWIND_______
-most memorable memory: I guess May 14th, 2003 Best Fucking Day of my life
-worst: Having to Put Manon Down Worst day ever

-first word uttered: Dadda.
-first friend ever: Jessica something

_______FAST FORWARD_______
-College: DCC
-occupation: Umm ok?
-future resident of: 128 Guliford Schoolhouse Road, New Paltz, NY Hahahaha

-wedding: One thing in the world I want more than anyhting right now
-children: Two-three
-looking forward to: Having a family

-NOT looking forward to: Same old stuff happening to me

_______PLAY______
-feeling: Cramps!
-Listening: "Feeling Good"
-Talking to: Steve R (Yes we still do Talk )
-Wearing: My red shirt with Pants
-doing:
-thinking of: Being in Gregg's Arms
-craving: Lots of Sex!
-missing: Gregg
-hating: Everyone Sorry PMS what can I say

_______FAVORITES_______
-song: This stupid Jazz song from Six Feet Under promo's I ad to run out to the store and get it
-channel: None
-movie: Any John Cusack movie
-store: Any Tack store I can drop about 1000.00 on one item in 2 seconds in any DARE ME!
-mall: None
-hang out spot: I don't hang out so yeah

-food: Nothing I don't eat
-book: The Bell Jar

_______LOVE_______
-love is: A Sucky thing
-love or lust: LOVE
-best love song:
-is it possible to be in love more than one person @ the same time?: Of course

-when love hurts, you: Cry
-true or false-all you need is love : Yeah
-is there such thing as love @ first sight: Ohh yeah Happened to me one to many times

_______male SPECIES_______
-turn ons: Brown Eyes (My biggest Turn on) I however picked a guy who has blue eyes this time. Must have soemthing to do with horses and know how to ride. Be taller than me and hugable.
-turn offs: Just being to damn annoying and you will know from me. Stupid jocks hate that.
-does your parent`s opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: No Haven't told them about Gregg yet
-what kinda hair style?: Brown hair a must
-the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Love me or say the words I LOVE YOU. I say it way to many times and never get it in return

-where do you go to meet new people?: I met Gregg on a internet dating service However we have known each other for about 4 years

-are you the type of person to holla n ask for numbers?: What?

________PICKY PICKY_______
-dog or cat : Horse

-short or long hair: on me? Middle
-innie or outie: innie
-sunshine or rain : Humm I like both
-righty or lefty: right
-hugs or kisses: Hugs better
-1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: Not sure on this. I never have had 1 best friend because it break apart and is ugly I guess 10 acquaintances
-tv or radio: tv
-starbucks or jamba juice: Neither
-mc donalds or burger king: Neither
-summer or winter: Summer a horse lovers dream Winter sucks for us. Deal with 10 thousand icy water buckets
-playstation or nintendo: Neither
-disney or nickelodeon: What are we 4 years old
-car or motorcycle: TRUCK!~

-house party or club: House Party
-sing or dance: Sing
-yahoo messenger or aim: aim
-google or ask jeeves?: google

_______MISCELLANOUS_______
-can you swim?: Nope
-whats your most embarrassing moment?: Nothing really
-whats under your bed?: Too much crap I don't need

-what are you scared of?: Tornado's -what is your greatest accomplishment?: Don't have anything to be proud of Talk to me in 10 years
-do you like tomatoes?: No
-internet connection: DSL
-how many TVs in the house?: 5
-how many phones?: 5 house phones 5 cell phones in the house
-how many residents?: 4
-how many DVDs do you have?: 100 or more
-last phone call: with Lynn
-last IM : to Steve

Not Doing So Well Tonight

2004-06-02T05:00:05Z

I'm kind of really depressed tonight. Life pritty much sucks as much as possible. As you can see I'm up at all hours of the night. I really want some one to talk too. I'm so very lonely. I'm miserable. I want to kill Lenny for taking everything from me. I have nothing but my horses which I was lucky I even got them back. My horses are now in danger of being homeless once again. I can't afford to keep them anymore. The cost are astronomical. I have now made a deal where I still have to pay board but everyhting is done by me, Which by the time I'm done will add up to the same costs. I have to do my own stalls which sucks as they are on a hill and I hate dealing with those stalls. My back I guarentee will be done for after a week. It's already done for. I have no want nor desire to ride any longer. It's just not fun any more.My show horse is pritty much lame for the rest of her life now. I doubt she will be ever sound again. I'm sick of people telling me my horses are sick or have a scratch or blah blah.No one else horses get sick or injured just mine constantly. I hate the vet. I have a 10,000 vet bill from costs of trying to keep Manon alive which failed horribly. I still think there is stuff we could have done to save her. I live with this every day minute to minute and I miss her so much and Now there is going to be a new fucking horse in her stall that is not mine that upsets me a lOT. The fact that she is buried in the FUCKING manure pile bothers me. The fact that she laid out in the fucking cold and rain all night with a fucking tarp over her is still there and I will NEVER FORGIVE LENNY for that. I hate him for that and because of it I'm nuts again. I was so well before and now I'm Nuts again and I want to run away from it all. I was getting happier with my new Beau Gregg but things are of course screwy there too. Beacause of my relationship with Steve and Lenny I no longer trust anything Men say to me. I Just want a normal relationship not this ok one week were hot and heavy and the next I don't hear from you for 2 weeks like I don't exist. I can't deal with that. It makes me screwy and suicidel. I can't let him go either because even in the short time we spent together were close and I can see myself with him for the rest of my life. Right now All I want is Marriage and a family. I don't care about anyhting else. My life is ticking away and everyone around me is married and having children and I want a baby so badly. I never wanted children til Logan (Roy's Son) came into my life. He makes me want a child just like him. Of course at work I was suppose to have Tuesdays and Thursday's off but no of course not. The girl who works those days had to break her foot in the lawn there. So I get stuck with those hours and it SUCKS badly. I want my week off from there but I'm so afraid to go because all hell will break out. Of course I love the Cicman's a lot. Roy is like my big brother and they treat me better than my own family does. I can talk to them which I can't do with my own family. Of course I still have my own secrets which no one knows except me. Well they want to move out of this area and it scares me because there goes my family and I don't want them to go or I will move with them. They are interested in a property that is in utica that has over 700 acres and 5 houses which mean that I could move with them. They want to start a bed and breakfast. If they go I will be going with them no matter what. I can't stand being here anymore. I need to take whatever is given to me and go or I will never go. Wow It feels a little better to get that out. Now I know what is bother me.

Hopeless Romantic

2004-05-23T01:56:49Z

AHhh I'm so sick of love and whatnot. Too many guys have played with my emotions and I'm now forever crazy because of it. I Miss Lenny Hopelessly. We ended on horrible terms and I told myself I could never find in myself to forgive him but you know what I miss him so Much!!! Last night it hit me so hard. We had so much fun together. I started a relationship with another guy last week but it hasn't been going as well as I would have thought. As you all know I love older men. Lenny was in his forty's and now I'm on to a guy who is 39. I don't know maybe I need more time to heal. Every relationship seems to end worse and worse. Arrrrrrrrrrrggg WHY GOD WHY is it so hard.

Rough Year for Me

2004-05-20T02:16:14Z

This has been one of the worse years of my life. I have lost it all just about. I lost the love of my life and not to mention the one thing that showed our love for one another. I lost my beloved horse Manon. After 5 months of trying to save her there was not that we could do but to let her go. The pain is still there and I regret everything including the decision to put her down. I can't bare life without her. I'm gonna go cry now.

It's a miracle

2004-02-22T04:05:54Z

Well I went to be with Manon on Thursday and things had gotten worse that we got ready to put her down on Friday. I spent the whole day with her. Everyone I knew came to see her and give her kind words and love. People brought flowers. At about 9:30pm I told her you have to get better. Just anything, Any improvement. Well I woke up at around 5 friday morning so sick knowing that she was gonna be put down and that there was no way of her getting better. The vet was coming at 8 am so I ran to the barn and spent what thought was my last few minutes with her. THe backhoe guy was coming at 10 to bury her. My father came in a few minutes later and my dear friend came too. The vet arrived and looked at her. He lifted her back leg and was amazed at the improvement. She wasn't sore at all. We took her outside and She was almost normal again. It was a miracle. She's been getting better and better.

PLease Pray for Manon

2004-02-19T04:27:16Z

My poor Palomino Mare Manon is at deaths door. If everyone out there could pray for her to get better. She was diagonised with Lyme, Cushings and now EPM all at the same time. She is very sick. We have given her till Friday to make an improvement of any sorts if not Monday she will be put down. This horse is my baby. She was my first horse and I don't want to lose her this way.

Thinking about Old Times

2004-01-17T05:34:46Z

It's so weird how a simple song can make you think about old time and it's weird how one person can be conected to another. It's actually freaky. The other night I was listening to a few songs from long ago and it got me thinkin about Senior Year in high school and year before when I started riding.About Old best friends New ones. GoodTimes Bad times. A Future not yet known. How my favorite tv show came out almost 10 years ago. I'm getting so old and it's freaking me out. I still can't decide if I want to move to the cty or stay here. I can't decide what I want to do: Be a Real Estate agent, A equine Vet, A singer/Actress Blah blah. I'm lost in a forever Hole and I'm screamin to get out. So many Loves and can't pick the right one.

My goal for the YEAR!

2004-01-17T04:52:24Z

Ok this is going to sound sad but my goal for the year is to be on survivor. I can not wait for them to start talking application because I hav already planed on my audition tape and how i'm gonn do. I'm like so excited!!!!!!!!!

Long Time No Write

2004-01-12T05:05:18Z

It's been forever since I have written in here. So much in my life has changed and I'm such a different person. Last year was wonderful when I took home numerous Tiles in my riding. I got many Grand Champions and Reserve Championships. I am now up to Horse number 8 and have decided on NO MORE HORSES! I am Hopelessly in love and what more could you want. I have a new Vehicle: 2001 green Chevy Silverado. I have been wanting to write in here for months but just don't know how to start and where to go from there. I know noone is going to read this or care but anyway. I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR and I'm gonna try to write in here more.

missmanon @ 2003-08-12T20:05:00

2003-08-13T00:18:49Z

I haven't written in here in A LONG time. Not that anyone gives a shit about my life anyway. THIS SUMMER HAS SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!! I am right now debating weather or not to quit my job as I am getting beyond annoyed. I was suppose to get Tuesday afternoon and Thursdays off. I got like two off and then I hadto work the rest. I can't do anyting fun because everyone makesme feel bad that I'm no where I should be and It sucks!!!! I don't think I am goig to continue this journal there is no point anymore. NO one cares and neither DO I.

missmanon @ 2003-06-30T21:50:00

2003-07-01T02:16:15Z

The last few weeks have been really tough. My one grandmother had decided to go down to flordia for a month well she turned out staying for almost 3 months and My fucking weasel ass Uncle Convinced her to buy a trailer and put her house up for sale up here without my father knowing about it. Well it created a HUGE fight within the family. It pinned borther against brother. She finally came up on last monday without her car and her dog which shebrought with her. She had to connect with two different trainsand on was in Penn station. Well she was going down the escalator and someone pushed her and she fell and skinned her arm up really badly and need medical attention. Well se didn't want to go to any in NYC so they banged her arm up an shipped her up here and when she go into the station she went to the emergency room. My other grandmother broke her hip almost 3 weeks ago at age 88. She had to wait over 3 days for an operation and was just about complete with her physical therapy when Last night being as pig headed as she is she got up to go to the bathroom when she's suppose to ask for help and broke her other hip!!!!!!!! My mother is about ready to kill herself. My father is about to have a hea attack and I'm about to lose my mind. had a horrible dizzy spell on sat when I was outside and than another on Suday an Today I was so freakin sick I had to go home early. I have these horrible headaches wth Dizzyness and I feel like throwing up every two seconds. Thn yesterday after I got home from horse Show (We won't even talk about that) Pat called me to tell me that Soloman ths 18.2 hand Hunthorse had gone to a show on sat and his owner was going over a jump when the horse had a heart attack and landed ontop of her. He died instantly. She was rushed to the hospital and is ok. No broken bones just a broken heart. Poor Soloman. All the great horses are dying this year. Lindsey brought Falstaff to the showyesterday and he looks like her aged by 20 years in just a few months. He doesn'tlook like the same horse anymore. I found this poem in a equine sympathy card. I can't even read it anymore it makes me think of Belle too much.

Don't mourn for me
Dear owner, kind and true.
I know that you will miss me
As I will also think of you.

We shared so many secrets;
those you whispered in my ear.
I've kept those secrets for you
lest any one would hear.

And in return you've kept me
from being turned out in the cold.
You've fed, watered, & cared for me
while we both grew old.

But God had called & needs me;
He says that it is time
I claim that sweet reward
in a kinder, greener clime. He promises sweeter clover,
clear water, rich and pure
I'll never have to suffer
from wounds that humans cannot cure.

I'll romp and play all day
with others he has called hither.
I'll have so many new friends
that will scratch upon my wither.

I'll be watching out for you
when comes your judgement day
and together towards the pearly gates
we again will ride away!

author unknown

missmanon @ 2003-06-22T22:44:00

2003-06-23T03:08:05Z

Stole from Jackhurls99

01. fallen for your best friend?: I guess
02. made out with JUST a friend?: Not really
03. been rejected?: of course
04. been in love?: yes
05. been in lust?: f course
06. used someone?: Nt really
07. been used?: A lot
08. cheated on someone?: Nope
09. been cheated on?: Yes
10. been kissed?: yea
11. done something you regret?: ALL THE TIME
12. you touched?: What>
13. you talked to?: Ayone who will listen
14. you hugged?
15. you instant messaged? Bina
16. you kissed?
17. you yelled at? Don'tremeber
18. you laughed with?
19. you had a crush on? 6th graders have crushes
21. who broke your heart? Steve
22. color your hair? a few weeks ago
23. peircings? my ears
25. have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? Neither a Lover
26. floss daily? no
27. own a web cam? no
28. have aol? yes
29. what are you wearing? a flora shirt and pants
30. car?: A Ford f350 with a powerstroke engine
31. place?: No where
32. thing to do on a
33. ... sunny day? go riding
34. ... boring day?: sleep
35. ... good day?: go riding
36. ... bad day?: shoot myself
37. friends?: I don't have a best friend
38. person?: Of course Lenny
39. movie(s)?: None tha anyone would care abou
40. song(s)?: Desperately
41. color(s)?: Blue
42. food(s)?: Anything I can get my hands on
43. drink(s)?: BEER!
44. memory?: May 13th 2003
45. features of the opposite sex?: THose beautiful BROWN EYES
46. do you do in the mornings?: Go to work
47. ... afternoons?: work
48. ... evenings?: Go see my horses
49. do you like to watch on daytime tv?: Never home to watch any
51. makes you swoon?: Lenny
52. makes the guys/girls swoon about you?:My breasts
53. makes you happy?:Spending time with Lenny
54. ... sad?:
55. ... mad?: Peopl who think they know everything when they don't know jack shit
56. ... feel good?:
57. would you rather be doing?: Going o a horse show
58. are you listening to? Watching Tombstone
59. can you do anything freakish with your body? Not tha I know of
Random Questions:
60. chicken or fish? chicken
61. do you have a favorite animal? HORSE
62. is ice cream the best thing in the world? sometimes

missmanon @ 2003-06-15T23:23:00

2003-06-16T04:01:19Z

These last few days have been so tough. I could not sleep at all on Friday night. I was so incredibly saddened by having to put Belle down. I did however come up with the best Idea of a shadow box to make for Pat. Its gonna be huge. I can;t wait to put it together. I was able to get Belle's Last pair of shoes she wore and Belle's stall plate. I am trying to get everyone to get their pictures together and trying to get sabrina to give me one of her grand champion ribbons she won with Belle. Yesterday I went to a horse show. I got a 2nd and 3rd and nothing in my other divition. Today was a hard day too. Everyone who knew Belle cam by to express theircondolences. Nothing made me cry so much as the card that Brandi and her mother gave Pat. The outside had a simply saying and the inside had an evem simpler sentence "She'll Be Missed" I started to cry so badly. I had bought a bunch of flowers and we all went down to Belle's grave and laid them there and just reminised about her. She is going to be missed for a longtime.

SAD DAY AT TOURMALINE FARM

2003-06-14T02:45:28Z

Well today was the saddest days we have had at Tourmaline Farm. This morning I got a call from Pat saying that Dr. Mountain would be out in 15 minutes to put Belle down. I rushed there as fast as I could. I got there will lots of time before Dr. Mountain got there. If anyone has never seen a horse be put down it is not for the faint of heart. It ixs nothing like putin a dog or cat down it takes a lot of orchestation just to make sure everything goes right. It had to be the saddest things I have ever had to go through and the horse wasn't even mine. I won't go through the gory details of the experiance but we had to put novicane in Belle's legs just to get her out of her stall. Its gonna take me a few weeks to get over it. I will never forget seeing her in the grave before Lenny put dirt over her. It was not the pony that the won us so many grand championships. In her final days she couldn't even move to get food or water. I had to feed and give her water by hand. I better get going going before I burst into tears as I do everything I think about today.

missmanon @ 2003-06-04T22:45:00

2003-06-05T03:04:20Z

I haven't been feeling to well these few days and i'm just not right. There is a wedding next week that I don't want to happen. I will be in tears on Saturday all day. Well on satuday we had this lady come in to the store who wantd to look at the montana silversmith stuff well I was standing a few feet away from her. There was a bookcase there so I couldn't see her but I could through the reflection in the glass. Well she was looking atit for a long time. She finally went over to look at the belt and all and ten left. Well on Monday I happened to go by the desplay and saw that she hasdmoved all the stuff around. Well inopening and moving them back to place I saw a few boxes without the jewlery. Well Guess what the FAT ASSED BITCH stole about 1000 worth of jewlery. I was so freakin upset about it because it is my fault it happened. I f I ever see the lady again I'll kick her ass. Then Well there is a whole bunch of shit happening with my family. A WHOLE BUNCH THAT HAS BAICALLY DESROYED MY FAMILY. I'm just irritated this week. It can't get any worse but maybe i can. I got a big surprise in the mail: MY VET BILL FOR MY HORSES: I knew it might be high and guess what I was right. It is now over $1,000. UGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Well tomorrow I havethe day off. A Hair appt at 10;30 and the farrier is coming for Tiffany. Then I have to go ride all my beasts.

missmanon @ 2003-06-02T00:01:00

2003-06-02T04:13:36Z

OUR FUCKING HORSE SHOW WAS CANCELLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We arrived at the grounds at 7:45 to a guy running up to use to say go home Show Cancelled. I'm gonna cry. I was so looking foward to this show to.

missmanon @ 2003-05-31T22:03:00

2003-06-01T02:15:04Z

Yippy tomorrow I have a Horse show and were expecting thunderstorms and 40 mile an hour winds and Guess what they put two freakin huge tents next to he rings so this should be lots of fun!!!!!!! YUCK. I'm getting up 5;45 because I have so much to get ready and nothing worked out tonight. I couldn't even wash Misty because of the downpour. Oh well Hopefully there won't be that many people there.

missmanon @ 2003-05-30T00:05:00

2003-05-30T04:13:25Z

Well on Tuesday Lenny and I took Tiffany to school her in a new area to see how she would react. She was perfect. Could not ask for her to be any better. Well Lenny had taken Doc when we brought her over but took him home while I was schooling Tiffany. Well When he took her home she banged her self horribly in the trailer. She has like 4 huge gashes in her leg. They looked better today but it's gonna take a long time for it to heal. Ugg there is always something

missmanon @ 2003-05-23T20:42:00

2003-05-24T00:58:29Z

This week has been crazy. I went back to work on Monday. Blah Full time for the summer with Tuesday afternoons and Thursdays off. The people I work for gave me paid vacation. I couldn't believe it.I was in such a bad mood on monday night and when I opened I was like in tears. Anyway. I went ridng with Lenny and this lady wendy on Monday. We rode for about 2 hours. We were dong good until we tured forhome and the the fun for Lenny and I started. Lenny's horse Doc Prances and tries to gallop for home and Tiffany would just stop in the middle of the trail and not move and then rear and spin to unseat me. We made it home in one piece and then when we got back in the ring Wendy's horse who had been great on the trail laid down and rolled on top of her.

Roy decided to buy a bird for the store and he did. A Miniatur Amazon named Woody. He's suppose to talk but he hasn't done any.
I got my photo's back from hidden pond which I will try to post later. We have another show on JUne 1st whih should be fun.

missmanon @ 2003-05-15T22:24:00

2003-05-16T02:36:17Z

Could I fucking be in anymore Love then I am aready. No one can understand how like overly HAPPY I am!!! I have been like skipping for the past week. I never thought that I could ever have those feeelings again like I did with Steve. Like my heart is just floating. I can't even describe the feeling right now. I really like never want this week to end. I have not been this overly happy and excited in since forever.

ANother Great day on my Vacation

2003-05-15T03:51:49Z

Well I had a another great today. I thought it might actually be nice out today but it wasn't that great. NO sun BOOHOO. Well Lenny and I went out on the trails. I took Tiffany, He took DOc. It was my first time out with Tiffany out on the trails. Well we going along great. I had decided to ride in a western saddle instead my usual english saddle. I am more secure in Western. Lenny's gotten me into a whole western craze and I really don't care for english that much anymore. Well We were doing good until we went over a small hill and tiffany freaked out Small freak out but a problem. She had a few moments were she wanted to go sideways across the trail. We headed back for home and we had to go down yet another steep hill. Tiffany freaked out and got me stuck in a tree. Thereins got stuck in the branch and Tiffany was all caught up init while i'm still on top of her. Lenny had to come to my rescue but I was able to get mysef out of the situation without killing myself or the horse. After we got back we rode in the ring for a while and then called it a day. I was gonnadownload photo's from my show on sunday that are on an online site but they can't copy so I guessforget that.

My LONG weekend

2003-05-14T01:15:10Z

I thought I would talk about my very long weekend which included two Horse shows and a concert. Well Friday I as extrememly sick so bad that when I got out of bed I collaped and blacked out. I get these every few months now and there kind of getting worse. Well I had my last final tha morning so it was a rush to take some knd of drug and get myself so I could actually drive to there. Well I made it I was 5 monuts late but I did. I got it through it ok and went home. I had to go to work it was my last day before my vacation started. I got so sick that I had to go home after 3 hours. I laid down til about 4 and then took care of my horse for the horse show the next day. Didn't have to get up so early as I usually do. We left at around 9;30 and and got there at 10. The show went great I got a 2nd, 3rd, two 5ths and a 6th. We paced up and went home. I had to get up early on sunday for out show. It started at 9. After all was said and done I ended up with 3rd, 4th and two 6th place ribonns. I unfortunatley had to run up to Albany for a concert that I should have sold theticets to. We were so close to the stage though. Yesterday I had the vet come out to do Acupuncture and give Misty a shot of Adaquan. She was feeling so good that she bucked three times in the aisle. Today I had to go in to Dcc fr my placement test and cash my books in. I came home and went riding Tiffany. Tomarrow Lenny and I are hopefully gonna go out riding. It seems whenever Were haing a great special momentbetween one another someone always freakin pulls in the driveway and annoys the two of us. ahaha